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She. made little cooing noises, too, which I thought at the time she was trying to talk to me, to tell me all she. Until that time, I did not. At my routine 2. 0 week visit, during the ultrasound, I thought it was a. Not even. when they told me that I should go and see a specialist (Dr. Safe, organic, natural herbal pregnancy & baby care products to support the entire journey of childbirth. Trusted, hospital recommended, Non GMO and Non toxic. Shop outside the big box, with unique items for angel baby shower from thousands of independent designers and vintage collectors on Etsy. You are buying FOUR of Angel Baby Bottom Balm, 2 oz. Baby: See all 460 items. Angel Baby: A Novel May 27, 2014. Angel Baby by Rosie & the Originals song meaning, lyric interpretation, video and chart position.Celeste Sheppard) the next day, did I think. At that point, I naively thought that doctors could fix any problem my. I went to the specialist the following. My husband, Gabe, was having a busy day. Sheppard gave me another ultrasound, and hummed and. Finally she took me into a small waiting area and. I tried calling him, multiple times, but could not get. So finally, without my husband, Dr. Sheppard broke the news to me, that my baby had renal. The baby basically had no. The doctor also told me that there was only a small chance that the baby would. I started crying, but even at that time, I. I remember going home, and hearing the phone ring. It was Gabe, wondering how the doctor's appt had gone. He called again and. I picked up the phone, and sobbed to him what the doctor had said. He. came home immediately to be with me, and we did not know what to do. Gabe started researching. We. could not find much information, but what we did read did not sound optimistic. To add to all this. Round Rock, Texas. I did not have any energy to be moving, but in a way, I guess it kept me busy. Anyways, in the next few days and weeks, we were still in denial and. Then we drove all the way to Houston, to see a. No one could. help us- - they all gave us the same dismal prognosis. We insisted on getting an amniocentesis and. Dr. Sheppard did not believe it would help the baby in any way. We. wanted to do everything possible to help our baby, even though there was really nothing we could do. Almost everyday I would. I was exhausted. I got so tired of trying to call doctors, scheduling. Before each doctor's visit, I would get. I kept thinking a miracle would happen, and somehow my baby would be different than the. I thought that if I had enough. I prayed and begged God enough, that He would let me keep my baby. But it is His will. He sees everything and knows what our purpose is in this life, so much. I think this was the first time in my life I had ever felt. I had to put it all in God's hands. After I got back, Gabe and I. Then we. went to Lowe's and bought some houseplants. I think I pushed my body too hard that day, because that. I timed them for an hour, and they were getting. I decided we needed to get to the hospital. We dropped off our daughter at. This was at around 1: 0. Gabe's. parents packed up and left almost immediately to drive here from Colorado, a drive that would take. Elena was letting us. The funny thing was, at the hospital they checked. I was dilated about a 3 or 4 so I should stay there, but then the contractions slowed way. I was still progressing, but the contractions started coming further and further apart. Finally I. progressed to a 6, and then the contractions pretty much stopped altogether. They were very irregular. They told me I was not in active labor anymore., and let me walk around. I started thinking it was a false alarm too, and that I would have to go home. Gabe's. parents and my mom finally arrived, all at the same time, at around 3: 3. Sunday. August 2. They hadn't been there very long when my contractions started picking up again. I asked for an epidural since I could not handle the pain anymore. I got the epidural, and. Barely had they done that, when my contractions got a lot closer together. I was ready to push. I told the nurses that, and the doctor hurried in. All it took was two pushes. Elena was born at 8: 0. I still had a small amount of hope that she would be okay, until I heard the doctor's. From what I could hear the doctor telling Gabe, it did not. I immediately broke down and started sobbing quietly. As soon as I was ready and. Elena in my arms. She was beautiful, and did not even look like anything was. She did not move very much though. I could tell she would not be on Earth very long. I barely had time to get modest before my mom. Gabe's parents came in to see her. Everyone got a chance to hold her, but I was lucky enough to. We waited until the Bishop arrived to give her a blessing, then Gabe said a. Everyone sat quietly in the room a long time after that, and just enjoyed. Elena's spirit that was felt there. The nurse came in periodically to check Elena's heartbeat, and each. Finally after an hour and a half, the doctor came in, and he could. He pronounced the time of death at 9: 4. The nurse. came in and helped us give her a sponge bath. Since Elena had so hurriedly been given to me, she had. I enjoyed it, even though we had to be careful not to bruise her fragile skin. Then. we dressed her once again, and held her for a while longer. The hospital staff gave us the option of. I was wheeled away in a wheelchair, even though I protested and thought I could walk. It was rather odd; sometimes. I thought she was just sleeping. Sometimes I even imagined I saw. Then I would touch her skin and it would be cold. So I would try to warm her body by. I know I was acting irrationally, but my. After all the excitement of the past two days. Gabe and I were exhausted, and it felt strange, but we laid Elena on a chair in a corner of the room, and. I surprisingly slept rather well; I was exhausted due to my sleepless night the night. We tried to make our memories last forever, by making hand and foot molds of her hands and. The night before we had cut off a piece of her hair, and imprinted her hands and feet on several. The rules said we could not take Elena home with us, but had to call the Beck funeral. So we sent her off with them, and then cleaned ourselves up and left the. We went to the Beck Funeral Home, and picked out a casket, then drove. The next day, we had a small viewing at the. All that day we stayed there in that room, next to Elena. It still seemed unreal to me that. I couldn't believe my baby was gone, and I still tried to see some. Friends came to pay their respects, and some would start crying when they came. I felt all cried out. I had done so much crying in the past few days, that I couldn't force any. I was glad we got to spend that day with Elena, even though no time would have. By that time, more family members. My sisters Christa, Linda, and Wendy had all come, and my dad. Gabe's sister Holly had managed to find a last minute airline ticket too, so she could. I was grateful to have so much family support there with me, and it kept some of the. I was really nervous for the memorial service, since I had to speak. Gabe calmed me down the night before, I was able to feel confident to say what I had. The memorial service was a very spiritual meeting. Both Gabe and I spoke, then a musical. Grandfathers gave talks as well, and it ended with a few comments from the. Bishop. After that, I really just wanted to go home and not talk to anyone, but the Relief Society had. Kristen had prepared a slideshow of all the. It was hard watching that, and even harder to get through that. But somehow I got through it. By then, my milk was starting to come in, and I was glad when. I could go home and focus on my aching body. It. was physically painful, but even more emotionally painful to know that my baby could not drink any of. I was producing. Eventually, one by one, family members had to leave and we were left. I wonder what. she would look like now, and how she and Ashlee would have so much fun playing together. I feel. sorry for Ashlee that she doesn't know her little sister. But because of the hope the gospel brings, I can. Because the gospel teaches that families are forever, I hope I. Elena and be a good mother to her, like she deserves. I know that. because of Jesus Christ we can repent from the mistakes we make, and have a second chance to do. And I want nothing more than to be Elena's mommy. My husband was activated with the Air Force in September of 2. At just before 1. I began to feel increasingly worried about the baby, but could not pinpoint a reason why. As I cried, alone, on the ultrasound table, I wondered how I would tell my husband that our child had died. The short walk down the hallway was a blur. I got home and tried to call my husband, who was stationed in Texas. We made the decision that I would be induced the next day. My mom stayed at the hospital with me that night, although I refused to have her in the delivery room. I took more photos of Andrew and held his tiny body against my chest, savoring every moment. Going home was hard to do. Two days later, my husband made it home. The funeral was a hard time. I've had several people tell me since Andrew’s death, .
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